Category: Chronic Sex

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February is National Condom Month

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February is National Condom Month!

Condoms are great tools for having protected sex and come in all different kinds of varieties.

You can learn about male and female condoms here.

Communication with partners about condoms can be tricky at times, too, so here are some talking points and tips.

You can learn more about how condoms are made and their history here.

Need access to free condoms? Click here to find a location offering them near you. You can also check out the selection of condoms at our affiliate Vibrant where 100% of the proceeds go to Planned Parenthood of the Rocky Mountains.

Regardless of where you snag your condoms, make sure you protect yourself!

 

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February is Rare Disease Month

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Rare Disease Day was started in the early 2000s with the goal of raising awareness of rare diseases around the world. While RDD is February 29th – because it’s also rare! – or the 28th on non-leap-years, the whole month of February is Rare Disease Month. Between Europe and the US, over 60 million people live with a rare disease.

This year’s theme is research.

Many rare diseases face a lack of specialists who even know about these diseases which means getting a diagnosis is really difficult. Additionally, a lack of effective treatments means that diseases can progress quickly, causing pain and all sorts of life-threatening issues.

When you take into account the above, it’s no surprise that cost becomes an issue as well. This makes even more sense when you learn that nearly 80% of rare diseases have a genetic cause.

You can get involved with Rare Disease Day or find an event near you at rarediseaseday.org or rarediseaseday.us.

All We Cannot Say

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I had the pleasure of speaking with Camilla Ruth, founder of All We Cannot Say for an episode of her podcast. It was tons of fun and I very much enjoyed speaking with her. This podcast is fantastic and I definitely suggest giving it a listen.

You can find the episode of All We Cannot Say featuring me here. The episode before mine talks about vulvodynia and chronic pain, so I definitely recommend that one, too.

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For all means ALL

Posted on by Grayson Schultz

…with liberty and justice for all.

This isn’t a catchphrase. It is supposed to be what the United States stands for.

We don’t do great at it – disabled people of color, for instance, have a higher chance of being killed by police than I do as a white disabled queer person. Many parts of the country are still incredibly hostile to those of us who are disabled, LGBT+, or a part of any other marginalized community.

If you’re not a middle-to-upper-class cishet abled white dude, America doesn’t treat you well.

But this past week? It’s removing what democracy we had. Some of my friends aren’t able to visit home despite having green cards for fear that they’ll never be able to come back here for studies, work, and to be with their families.

This is wrong. It is a gross injustice and against everything our country was founded upon.

We are not a Christian nation. We were founded on ideals of religious tolerance, that we should allow all religions to be different than the countries we came from.

I know these things because, unlike those who claim to practice certain religions, I’ve actually studied them. My undergraduate degree is in religious studies, history, and politics.

Before my illnesses progressed too far for me to continue, I studied the Middle East and Islam and Arabic. I know so many who call or have called the Middle East home at one point or another. Islam, like any other religion, is peaceful. Yes, it can be coopted, but so can any religion.

In fact, I would argue this has happened to Christianity here – people who claim to hold true to the ideals of love thy neighbor are doing exactly the opposite.

I cannot stand for the hatred currently being normalized by our ‘leaders’ in this country. Nazism, white supremacy, and genocide will not become the norm here. We will fight.

Chronic Sex will remain a place that stands up for everyone, that values each and every life. Someone’s religious beliefs or heritage or ability should have no bearing on how much we, as a society, treat them. Every person deserves love and safety. Every person deserves justice. We are going to promote that for the rest of our existence.

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Chat Questions Jan 12, 2017: Advocacy in 2017

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It’s been a while since we had chat, I know. My health hasn’t been great lately and, let’s face it, I think a lot of us are feeling pretty defeated, too.

I’ll be honest – as a queer and disabled sexuality educator/disability activist who grew up in poverty and abuse and tries to be as intersectional in advocacy as possible? I don’t feel like this country wants me here right now. That is really hard to balance with doing social justice work.

I know I’m not the only one dealing with these feels. Tonight, let’s talk through some of this and come up with some advocacy ideas together. If we can help each other, the work that we do goes further.

This will be a really chill chat tonight. We are going to check in with each other. No one can pour tea from an empty cup.

We are going to check in with each other. No one can pour tea from an empty cup so we need to talk about self-care.

We’ll talk about some struggles we’re having. Next, we will see if we can brainstorm on advocacy together.

Join us tonight at 7 pm Eastern over on Twitter using the tag #chronicsex.

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Stop Kink-Shaming DT and Focus on Real Problems

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In case you missed it, a recent news story broke involved DT hiring hookers for golden showers on a bed where the Obamas stayed in Russia. Cue kink-shaming and pee jokes galore. I’m rolling my eyes so hard that I’m worried about their health frankly.

I am beyond tired of the kink-shaming pee jokes friends. Knock it off. Some people like pee. Some like ropes or being dominated or babied. You don’t need to mock BDSM to hurt DT. You just don’t. As a sexuality educator, I won’t stand for it. Just because a kink instead your cup of tea doesn’t mean you get to shame.

Don’t yuck someone else’s yum.

What y’all need to be focused on is the racist issue behind this – on the bed where the Obamas slept.

But while y’all are distracted with making pee jokes and kink-shaming, DT is doing shit that will kill people. But, sure, let’s focus on golden showers instead of actions against POC, PWD, LGBT+, etc, or having literal Nazis supporting him and in his cabinet or calling out how the ACA repeal will kill millions of us or focusing on his Russian ties and the fact that we are all fucked.

We need more people who choose to do something productive with their social media presence right now. You can do that. We need people to use their power, privilege, following for good in this fight again fascism. Kink-shaming and sex-worker-shaming ain’t it. We need people to speak out about what doesn’t get the most attention – not DT’s tweets but policies, people, foreign involvement, etc.

When DT tweets, he does it in a specific way to make y’all get uppity about that instead of focusing on the real dangers. His latest question about Nazi Germany for example? Meant to throw you off of Russian involvement, Sessions’ confirmation hearing, and more. Stop taking the bait and start thinking for yourselves. Start reading those documents & reports and sharing your outrage. Read between the lines.

Be a leader.
Share real stories.

Shame people not for kinks or sex work but for Nazi beliefs and affiliations, making it dangerous for sex workers and others to live safe lives, how people are being silenced and attacked viciously by DT and his supporters, treason, effectively plotting the deaths of the disabled and LGBT+ and people of color – you have a lot to choose from here.

Get your priorities straight.

This country needs every voice to speak out on these things. We are ‘Stronger Together’ and we can stop some of this. We just have to grow up a bit here and stop focusing on the wrong things.

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A Chronic Sex Gift Guide? (and savings!)

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Thanks to our pals over at Unbound, it does exist!

I’ve included some of my favorite toys and helpful tools on the list, including:

Good Clean Love Almost Naked lubricant
Bendybeads from Fun Factory
Silicone dilator set from Sinclair Select
And more!

Click here to be taken to the full list. You can save 30% on your order by using the code ‘KIRSTEN30’ at checkout.

Favorite Things of 2016

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It’s safe to say that, as a disabled genderqueer pansexual sex educator type, 2016 has not been my favorite. I try to do the most-good for the most people that I can. Yet, 2017 is shaping up to be a year where my dedication to that ideal will be challenged as much as possible.

It’s icky.

I sit at a point of privilege, despite my marginalizations, for being a middle-class-ish (now) white girl… and, yet, I’m incredibly scared. Some of that is for me and various parts of my family, like my sibling relying on government aid to raise children. Some of that is for my friends and people I’ve never even ‘met’ – online or IRL.

Before we hop into the next year of struggle and strife, I wanted to reflect on some of the happier times we have somehow managed to have this year – and celebrate some of my favorites.

Getting to travel, present, and connect. This year has been intense in regards to my travel schedule in a way that I’ve never seen before. I love it. Because of Chronic Sex and the advocacy I do elsewhere for chronic illnesses and disabilities, I have been to New York City, Milwaukee, Chicago, Toronto, Phoenix, Philadelphia, Stanford, Los Angeles, and Portland. I got to visit some of those fine places a few times this year even.

Self-Care. Okay, this may seem like a contradiction when I’m talking about all this work. However, by opening up more of a conversation about self-care and self-love, it’s really helping me. My goal is always to help others, but it’s really nice when a side effect of that is helping myself!

Hamilton. I got to see it on Broadway as a direct result of my advocacy work. I was in New York and got paid enough for a ticket on a night when I had chosen to stay over for self-care. It was amazeballs.

SYLK. This one shouldn’t be a surprise to anyone since we did a giveaway earlier this year with SYLK. They are an incredible company who is really focused on how they can help those of us dealing with lubrication or disability related sexual issues to live a more fulfilled sexual life. Plus, as a lube, this is an amazing one okayed by myself and the hubs.

Tool Shed Toys. I love Tool Shed and their educator, Lucky Tomaszek. It’s really a part of what has got me going down this path. The shop is amazing and everyone is incredibly knowledgeable. A huge perk? The amazing events they have year-round.

Aches, Pains, and Love. I regret to inform you this isn’t as kinky as it might sound, but it’s a helpful resource nonetheless. Kira Lynne from podcast episode 6 wrote this amazing book about dealing with pain and illness throughout dating and a relationship. It’s my second go-to book next to The Ultimate Guide to Sex and Disability. Stay tuned in the future, too, as I’ll be reviewing her book and doing a giveaway!

Kate McCombs. Have you ever met someone and you instantly clicked? That’s the kind of relationship Kate and I have, and it’s the best.

Mariah Leach. Mariah is my sometimes partner-in-crime. She has rheumatoid arthritis in addition to other fun things and, like many of us, has struggled with how to maintain a sex life in spite of it all. She writes amazing pieces that show a sense of vulnerability but ownership of that, too.

Ducky Doolittle. I have had the distinct pleasure of connecting with Ducky via a workshop on sexuality and disability she and Robin Mandell ran online earlier this year. They are both incredibly helpful, insightful, and have great things to say about how sex and sexuality can become more accessible to everyone.

Dallas Novelty. I just discovered this company which has a disabled toy section on their site. A major part of what they do is focused on how to highlight sexual needs for us and making things available to us that we can actually use.

Smitten Kitten. I need to visit IRL (and will, soon!). SK is in Minneapolis and is an amazingly progressive sex shop. They’re fun to interact with, know their stuff, and even focus on social justice issues not always related to sex and sexuality.

Fleshlight. I would have never in a million years thought I would be putting Fleshlight on my list of favorites. However, they have some amazing packers including the one I picked up for myself on Black Friday. I probably couldn’t gone with the extra-small though – hello bulge city! Still, the packer is comfy and I find myself forgetting I have it on sometimes.

Babeland. This was the first sex shop I visited in New York City and as a sex educator type. I learned a lot while I was there, got some teaching tools, and had an incredibly pleasant time with their staff.

Come as you are. This is one of those holy grail type of progressive sex shops. I wound up doing more self-care while I was in Toronto and didn’t make it to the shop! They have all sorts of great information online, especially about sex and disability, and are incredibly helpful via social media.

iFundWomen. The amazing group over at IFW has really helped to give me some free fundraising advice, evaluate goals, and more. Honestly, it’s more than crowdsourcing/funding – it’s an amazing service.

If you appreciate the work I do, please consider donating to the site via iFundWomen (one-time) or Patreon (monthly). Right now, I bring in $18 a month from my amazing Patreon subscribers. I would love to be able to bring in just a little more even, to be able to push this site and our work even further.

 

 

Review: Crescendo from Mystery Vibe

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Note: I did receive the Crescendo for free, though not in exchange for this review. I’ll be blunt and honest as always.

Today, we’re talking about the Crescendo from Mystery Vibe.

The press around this toy has been impressive, being featured in a number of print and digital magazines or sites. Crescendo was even honored as one of The 10 Best Sex Toys Released in 2016 by Glamour. My big question to answer here is:

How accessible is the Crescendo to us chronically badass and disabled peeps?

First, some background & details:

Crescendo is innovative from an idea perspective. The toy arrives straight (like a space bar) but can be positioned in a number of ways. It is waterproof. There is also an app that you can utilize to control Crescendo’s vibrations.

Because the outer skin of the toy is silicone, it’s important to remember not to utilize oil or silicone-based lubes with it because that’s how damage happens. Water-based is the way to go here.

After opening Crescendo up, I was instantly struck by how snazzy the whole package was. Included with the toy: a wireless charger and a cute little satin carrying pouch. It added to the luxuriousness of the whole thing.

The first time I tried this, I was in a hotel out in Portland. Setting the mood a little bit with some sexy music from Hamilton and a few hot visualizations, I felt pretty in the mood. I decided to forgo using the app the first go-round because I wanted to see how accessible the toy was on its own.

It didn’t really impress me.

It is really difficult to change between modes/speeds while using the toy with hand dexterity issues. The mode-changing buttons were in really awkward spaces, especially if you’re handling Crescendo a lot during use.

Bending the Crescendo was a little iffy, too. I was concerned about breaking it! I didn’t need to be, but still – it hampered the mood a little bit in addition to not being super easy for my cripple hands.

There are some powerful motors in this thing. I attempted to try this out during a fibromyalgia flare. One of the symptoms I get hit with a lot is where sensations that don’t usually hurt actually do (allodynia). That normally doesn’t affect my masturbation habits or toy use, but it did here. The motors of the Crescendo are so powerful that it was uncomfortable. Combine that with how difficult it is to change modes and intensity on the Crescendo itself and there is no way I would be able to use this during a fibro flare.

When I did use the app, I had mixed feelings. It updated my Crescendo which was cool. As a part of that, I was able to access a bunch of new vibrations – ones that I honestly liked better than the heavy hitters preloaded onto the device. It was easier to switch between these and control a bit of the intensity.

wild cats setting on the mystery vibe app

However, the app would keep resetting if my phone screen went dark. This led to it having to sync with Crescendo, which meant turning it off and back on again if I wanted to change modes. Either that, or I was constantly trying to keep my phone ‘awake’ to keep everything in sync. Since I really like variety, this was a turn-off… such a turn-off that I didn’t even cum honestly.

And I usually cum pretty easily.

I thought part of the draw of this would be to have a more hands-free orgasm, but that just wasn’t possible. While the bending component was neat, Crescendo wasn’t able to bend in enough of a way to be completely comfortable and hands-free. Unless I held down this part on my clit, she didn’t get any stimulation at all.

I could see this device being fun for play with partner(s). The idea of someone controlling what my potential sexual pleasure feels like is a major turn-on. It would be incredible for teasing, just not for orgasms.

Final verdict? For now, inaccessible and not worth the money.

Between the operating difficulties, problems with the app, and the $200 price tag… this really isn’t an accessible device. It makes me sad because I feel like there is a lot of potential in this idea. That said, I know Mystery Vibe has done a few iterations of this device so far. My hope is that they can make this a little more accessible by:

  • adjusting the bending technique
  • tweaking the intensity/mode controls on the device
  • improving the app

Ideally, the price would go down, too – but, with these improvements, I might be able to to have a mind-blowing orgasm… in which case, price becomes slightly less important to me. Still, I generally would never spend this much on a sex toy because 1) I’m self-employed, 2) I’m disabled and have a ton of medical bills, and, 3) that’s a lot of money I could spend on other things.

In the future, it’s possible that this will become more accessible and actually give me an orgasm. For now, though, it’s a hard pass.

The Lowdown on Gender

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In The 411 on Sexual Orientation, we talked about the different sexual orientations that there are out there. Today, we’re going to talk about gender identity.

This is a little more difficult for people to wrap their heads around. I personally think this is because 1) it doesn’t always involve our sex lives, and, 2) it is a newer concept. I’m generally happy to answer questions, but I find the bulk of the questions on gender identity coming from people who think I am Google or who just don’t know how to evaluate sources.

It is never okay to ask someone to explain their gender identity to you on the regular. This is a microaggression and annoying as all get out. It also really isn’t your business. You have no right to know what genitalia people possess, either that they were born with or acquired later in life.

Gender binary: this is the idea that we are all either males or females as (usually) designated at birth – and it is a social construct, especially with many ancient cultures having had multiple gender identities (third gender, two-spirit in some Native American communities, etc)

Agender: someone who does not feel as though they fit into any part of the gender binary or into additional gender terms below; without gender

Androgynous: someone who expresses both stereotypical masculine and feminine gender traits; can be used to describe people like Ruby Rose

Bigender: someone who traverses both traditional gender binaries; this is similar but different than genderqueer/genderfluid

Genderqueer/genderfluid: this is similar to the above, but really allows the person to identify how they feel each day and express that in whatever fashion they choose

Feminine/masculine presenting: this is how a person may present on a given day and can be applied to just about every gender identity; this is more about gender expression

Gender expression: this is how someone shows their gender

Passing: this term usually refers to how someone who is genderfluid/genderqueer/transgender appears; this may not be done out of choice, either; think someone who may be trans* in North Carolina having to look a certain way in order to utilize the bathroom due to HB2

Stealth: this term is usually used to refer to someone who is transgender but is perceived by others as cisgender

Transgender: someone who does not identify with the biological sex assigned to them at birth; many trans* people go through transitioning to another gender identity, but some do not – and they are just as valid as those who do

Trans/Trans*: this is a term that can be used in place of transgender because it can be more inclusive; there is some debate over whether or not having the asterisk is inclusive currently, but that originated from library search terms – trans* would give you results including transsexual, transgender, etc

Femme: someone who identifies as being more feminine

Cisgender: the gender identity you were given at birth lines up with how you feel about yourself today

Did I miss any gender identities? Add them in the comments! Please note that sexual orientation was discussed in a separate post.