In Celebration of bell hooks

in celebration of bell hooks - “Love empowers us to live fully and die well. Death becomes, then, not an end to life but a part of living.”

bell hooks died this week. She was a noted author, professor, activist, and mind changer.

Born in Kentucky in 1952, Gloria Jean Watkins attended Stanford, the University of Wisconsin-Madison, and the University of California-Santa Cruz. She took on her pen name after her grandmother Bell Blair Hooks.

Many people wonder why hooks is always spelled in the lowercase. When asked about this, she said:

“When the feminist movement was at its zenith in the late ‘60s and early ’70s, there was a lot of moving away from the idea of the person. It was: let’s talk about the ideas behind the work, and the people matter less… It was kind of a gimmicky thing, but lots of feminist women were doing it.”

So, if you see people capitalizing her pen name, remind them that isn’t what she wanted.

 

Who bell Was to Me

I hate to say that I only recently began to dig more into bell’s work. This week, while working, I’ve been listening to conversations and her work, though.

Through listening to bell, I’ve found so many of my own viewpoints validated and affirmed. Before, I often felt like I was alone and without as much community in the way I view love, justice, and how we throw off oppression. One of the videos that I share below is her and Cornel West talking. I wouldn’t have ever said that my politics aligned with hooks and West on my own accord, especially as a white person. That said, I found my people in that video, in their work.

I wish that I had been in a space to dig into this work sooner. That said, I’m so glad that I’m finally here.

 

Articles About bell

 

Read bell’s Works

Since so many of these links are PDFs, I’ve marked those that are not with an asterisk (*).

 

My Favorite bell hooks Quotes

On Love
  • “A generous heart is always open, always ready to receive our going and coming. In the midst of such love we need never fear abandonment. This is the most precious gift true love offers – the experience of knowing we always belong.”
  • “Love is an action, never simply a feeling.”
  • “To think of actions shaping feelings is one way we rid ourselves of conventionally accepted assumptions… If we were constantly remembering that love is as love does, we would not use the word in a manner that devalues and degrades its meaning.”
  • “But many of us seek community solely to escape the fear of being alone. Knowing how to be solitary is central to the art of loving. When we can be alone, we can be with others without using them as a means of escape.”
  • “Since loving is about knowing, we have more meaningful love relationships when we know each other and it takes time to know each other.”
  • “Everywhere we learn that love is important, and yet we are bombarded by its failure….We still believe in love’s promise.”
  • “The moment we choose to love we begin to move against domination, against oppression. The moment we choose to love we begin to move towards freedom, to act in ways that liberate ourselves and others.”
  • “To be loving is to be open to grief. to be touched by sorrow, even sorrow that is unending. we need not contain grief when we use it as a means to intensify our love for the dead and dying, for those who remain alive.”
  • “Love empowers us to live fully and die well. Death becomes, then, not an end to life but a part of living.”
  • “To love well is the task in all meaningful relationships, not just romantic bonds.”
  • “Love is a combination of care, commitment, knowledge, responsibility, respect and trust.”
  • “The wounded heart learns self-love by first overcoming low self-esteem.”
  • “Choosing to be honest is the first step in the process of love. There is no practitioner of love who deceives. Once the choice has been made to be honest, then the next step on love’s path is communication.”
  • “Genuine love is rarely an emotional space where needs are instantly gratified. To know love we have to invest time and commitment…’dreaming that love will save us, solve all our problems or provide a steady state of bliss or security only keeps us stuck in wishful fantasy, undermining the real power of the love — which is to transform us.’ Many people want love to function like a drug, giving them an immediate and sustained high. They want to do nothing, just passively receive the good feeling.”
  • “Schools for love do not exist. Everyone assumes that we will know how to love instinctively. Despite overwhelming evidence to the contrary, we still accept that the family is the primary school for love. Those of us who do not learn how to love among family are expected to experience love in romantic relationships. However, this love often eludes us.”
  • “The practice of love offers no place of safety. We risk loss, hurt, pain. We risk being acted upon by forces outside our control.”
  • “If only one party in the relationship is working to create love, to create the space of emotional connection, the dominator model remains in place and the relationship just becomes a site for continuous power struggle.”
  • “The practice of love is the most powerful antidote to the politics of domination.”
  • “One of the best guides to how to be self-loving is to give ourselves the love we are often dreaming about receiving from others. There was a time when I felt lousy about my over-forty body, saw myself as too fat, too this, or too that. Yet I fantasized about finding a lover who would give me the gift of being loved as I am. It is silly, isn’t it, that I would dream of someone else offering to me the acceptance and affirmation I was withholding from myself. This was a moment when the maxim ‘You can never love anybody if you are unable to love yourself’ made clear sense. And I add, ‘Do not expect to receive the love from someone else you do not give yourself.’ “
  • “In an ideal world we would all learn in childhood to love ourselves. We would grow, being secure in our worth and value, spreading love wherever we went, letting our light shine. If we did not learn self-love in our youth, there is still hope. The light of love is always in us, no matter how cold the flame. It is always present, waiting for the spark to ignite, waiting for the heart to awaken and call us back to the first memory of being the life force inside a dark place waiting to be born – waiting to see the light.”
  • “When we face pain in relationships our first response is often to sever bonds rather than to maintain commitment.”
  • “Fundamentally, to begin the practice of love we must slow down and be still enough to bear witness in the present moment. If we accept that love is a combination of care, commitment, knowledge, responsibility, respect, and trust, we can then be guided by this understanding. We can use these skillful means as a map in our daily life to determine right action.”
  • “When we commit to love in our daily life, habits are shattered. We are necessarily working to end domination. Because we no longer are playing by the safe rules of the status quo, rules that if we obey guarantee us a specific outcome, love moves us to a new ground of being. This movement is what most people fear.”
  • “Before I die in this world I want to have a sense of what it is to love and be loved… many of us coming out of abusive settings have not had that. We don’t know what that looks like – and that’s the other thing. Sometimes you have to find out what something looks like and then you have to grieve that you don’t have it. And you may be getting old and you don’t have it. So you have to figure out, what is enough within that?”
  • “What does it mean to value a friend as you would value a partner? And that is again I think totally counter hegemonic because everything in our culture is constantly telling us that the partner is everything – finding the partner. And so not finding love but finding a partner. And, especially Black women, that’s when we get hooked up with so many people who treat us cruelly, abusively – because we’re trying to find a partner. We’re trying to validate that I’m worth something because I have found somebody and not that I am hoping to love. And then having to grieve when that love doesn’t come…”
  • “To me, all the work I do is built on a foundation of loving-kindness. Love illuminates matters.”
  • “Queer not as being about who you are having sex with, that can be a dimension of it, but queer as being about the self that is at odds with everything around it and has to invent and create and find a place to speak and to thrive and to live.”

 

On Justice
  • “There are times when we have to stand for justice. And there are times when, in standing for justice, we have to turn away from people that we would ordinarily maybe want to be with. And that is a difficult part of struggle.”
  • “Rarely, if ever, are any of us healed in isolation. Healing is an act of communion.”
  • “To build community requires vigilant awareness of the work we must continually do to undermine all the socialization that leads us to behave in ways that perpetuate domination.”
  • “When we drop fear, we can draw nearer to people, we can draw nearer to the earth, we can draw nearer to all the heavenly creatures that surround us.”
  • “Sometimes people try to destroy you, precisely because they recognize your power — not because they don’t see it, but because they see it and they don’t want it to exist.”
  • “Only grown-ups think that the things children say come out of nowhere. We know they come from the deepest parts of ourselves.”
  • “What we do is more important than what we say or what we say we believe.”
  • “True resistance begins with people confronting pain…and wanting to do something to change it.”
  • “For me, forgiveness and compassion are always linked: how do we hold people accountable for wrongdoing and yet at the same time remain in touch with their humanity enough to believe in their capacity to be transformed?”
  • “Definitions are vital starting points for the imagination. What we cannot imagine cannot come into being. A good definition marks our starting point and lets us know where we want to end up.”
  • “Dominator culture has tried to keep us all afraid, to make us choose safety instead of risk, sameness instead of diversity. Moving through that fear, finding out what connects us, reveling in our differences; this is the process that brings us closer, that gives us a world of shared values, of meaningful community.”
  • “All our silences in the face of racist assault are acts of complicity.”
  • “We can’t combat white supremacy unless we can teach people to love justice. You have to love justice more than your allegiance to your race, sexuality and gender. It is about justice.”
  • “The first act of violence that patriarchy demands of males is not violence toward women. Instead patriarchy demands of all males that they engage in acts of psychic self-mutilation, that they kill off the emotional parts of themselves. If an individual is not successful in emotionally crippling himself, he can count on patriarchal men to enact rituals of power that will assault his self-esteem.”
  • “If I do not speak in a language that can be understood there is little chance for a dialogue.”
  • “Most folks don’t seem to want to believe that one can be struggling for justice and into nuanced cultural perspectives, aesthetics, and the vernacular at the same time.”
  • “It takes courage and critical vigilance not to conform. It takes knowing the rules of the game, how to play and win, as well as finding strategies to win without compromising in ways that violate or destroy the integrity of your being.”

 

On Writing and Her Work

  • “When I sit down to write I do not imagine my pen will be guided by anything other than the strength of my will, imagination and intellect. When the spirit moves into that writing, shaping its direction, that is for me a moment of pure mystery. It is a visitation of the sacred that I cannot call forth at will. I can only hope that it will come. This hope is grounded in my own experience that those moments when I feel my imagination and the words I put together to be touched by the presence of divine spirit, my writing is transformed.”
  • “Words have the power to heal wounds. Out of the mysterious place where words first come to be ‘made flesh’—that place which is all holiness—I am given the grace to work with words in a spirit of right livelihood which calls me to peace, reflection, and connectedness with communities of readers whom I may never know or see. Writing becomes then a way to embrace the mysterious, to walk with spirits, and an entry into the realm of the sacred.”
  • “Writing has been for me one of the ways to encounter the divine. As a discipline of mind and heart, working with words has become a spiritual practice.”
  • “I write with intensity, discipline and constancy, because this is the work that calls me—the vocation of my heart. The writing I do is always meant to serve as critical intervention, as resistance. Balancing the desire to have work meaningfully touch relevant issues without, as well as always reflect artistic expression and integrity within, is not an easy task. While much of my cultural criticism challenges representations that reinforce existing structures of domination, it also offers new and different representations. The work then is always part of our struggle for liberation.”

 

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Representation in Medical Education Needs to Enter the 21st Century

The following is a piece I wrote for a website that wound up falling through.  This is an important topic and needs to be both brought up and discussed, so I’m sharing it here. Note: a lot of cisgender-focused research is linked due to the availability.

a skeleton in black and white puts a hand over its mouth - black text: Representation in Medical Education Needs to Enter the 21st Century

The last several years have brought about more awareness of discrimination. From race to immigration status to gender, ignorant folks are waking up to reality. One area that continues to be an issue, though, is healthcare.

Authors have released books within the last few years highlighting discrimination in healthcare. Michelle Lent Hirsch documents these issues extensively in her book Invisible. Medical professionals are more likely to dismiss or downplay cisgender women’s health issues. That’s also true of those within the trans community and people of color. Providers assume physical issues are emotional or mental as opposed to investigating them. On top of these, providers will dismiss pain caused by other health issues, weight, or gender. It happens so often that there are names for these occasions, such as Trans Broken Arm Syndrome. These patients are less likely to have pain taken seriously, especially if Black and – god forbid – a Black woman.

Why is that?

The American Education Research Association journal explored gender biases. The 2018 study they published investigated students studying medicine. The authors found that men are depicted most often. Their prevalence in these textbooks actually had “a significant impact on the implicit gender attitudes” of the students. As a result, those studied associated cis women with stereotypical areas such as reproductive health instead of spaces like surgery, eye care, etc.

Implicit biases are subconscious beliefs we hold that are discriminatory. You can learn more about that below:

Dr. Kristen Young, DO, MeD, reflected on her education. “The way we learn medicine in medical school,” Young shares, “is very much rote memorization.” Educators give very little background or context for the information they present. Dr. Young says that context comes as students progress in medicine. Still, Dr. Young acknowledges that this focus on memorization “can be hard to shake.” So many students are busy trying to learn and memorize medical content. With the lack of education around oppression in most places, context can be harder to see. These students may not have the information to question the origins of information. That causes harm when these origins include a lack of diversityexperimentation, and literal torture.

It is vital to have that historical knowledge. As someone working in public health, that background helps me understand why patients may not trust medicine or doctors. I can then craft education to meet them where they are. For providers, that background helps them be mindful of the ways white supremacy moves through them.

Without that information, it can also mean we don’t recognize our roles – individual or systemic – or how we can address issues to push for health equity. We are not outside of the systems of inequity, but complicit.

Gender

Heather Edwards, PT, CSC, is a pelvic physical therapist and AASECT sex counselor. Treatments in the field of pelvic floor therapy focus on cis women, alienating cis men and those under the transgender umbrella. Pelvic floor issues affect anyone and everyone, though. This lack of inclusion causes men and trans folks harm. Edwards shares that some “who offer ‘women’s health’ services will also acknowledge that they also treat men and…are ‘trans-inclusive.’” Often, though, that’s shared with other providers and not patients or the general public. Other times, that’s lip service and not something these individuals strive to work toward.

Providers hold workshops based on genitalia, claiming they are inclusive of trans people. They don’t share who all is welcome in that space in descriptions of their offerings. They also don’t list what attendees should expect. It often winds up being exclusive by omission. The fear of encountering misgendering or even physical violence is real. That goes double for spaces people see as ‘women only.’ Edwards suggests providers hosting workshops or giving talks be transparent about their offerings. Educators and providers should be precise about what people can expect. That includes what language educators may use, group work, and more. Doing so gives people the ability to make a decision based on informed consent.

Edwards shares that schooling providers go through doesn’t match society. Schools teach students to “treat bodies through a biomedical model.” We know gender is a societal construct rooted in oppression and white supremacy. We know the disability community hates this model as well. Perhaps it’s time to stop using it altogether?

“It’s not our job to link genitals and gender,” Edwards says. Medical schools do not offer much LGBTQ+ education, though. As recently as 2003, medical schools in North America offered 6-10 hours on topics related to sex for general providers. Most of that focused on dysfunction or fertility, not cultural competency. If we don’t address biases or educate providers about groups they may not have encountered before, we make space for providers to bring their longstanding biases with them into the clinic.

Weight

Patients who are heavier often face discrimination within healthcare as well. There can be a lot of trauma, shame, and stigma around weight. Factors can include societal pressure, self-esteem, and the idea of ‘health’ looking a certain way. These external negative attitudes also lead to providers blaming patients’ weight or refusing to prescribe treatments for very real health conditions. People constantly die or lose organs because of the lack of care. That stigma isn’t helped by a lack of compassion in conversations providers have with patients. In fact, that harshness can lead to increased weight. Notably missing are ways to discuss weight that are culturally competent and compassionate.

I wish that were the end of the issue. Reproductive healthcare items like birth control patches, Plan B, and even pregnancy tests themselves were not tested on or calibrated for fat bodies.

The links Nicola shares above:

If patients allow providers to measure weight, those within healthcare need to be aware that this isn’t an indicator of health. It’s also not the best tool for all people. Usually, when pulling a weight, clinics will calculate a body mass index (or BMI). This tool was developed and tested on white cisgender men. It has not been updated in most cases to fit the needs of those among communities made up of additional races, ethnicities, genders, sexes, and more.

Sex educator Emily Nagoski has also highlighted the sexism inherent in anti-fat attitudes. This is true in greater society as well as in healthcare. That combines with issues such as racism, anti-LGBTQ+ attitudes, or otherwise relying on the ideals of white supremacy. As already highlighted, it is vital to keep these issues in mind. It’s much harder to ignore the ways inequity operates within public health and medicine if you’re conscious of situations such as this. Only after acknowledging a problem exists can we deal with it. Then, providers can work to rebuild trust within communities harmed by exclusion and oppression.

a photo of James Baldwin laughing next to a quote of his - “Not everything that is faced can be changed, but nothing can be changed until it is faced.”

Race

When medical illustrations show cis women, they are generally “white, slim, and young.” The lack of diversity in medical images causes harm to patients in a way we will never fully grasp. Dawn Gibson, a long-time activist, knows this all too well. The Director of The Community Leadership Council at The National Pain Advocacy Center, Gibson has worked internationally to help others gain access to decent healthcare. In that time, she has met many patients whose health conditions have been dismissed or denied by providers. There are many factors, including unfamiliarity with these conditions, insurance, and outright bias.

Providers will also dismiss possible diagnoses by assuming a Black person like Gibson has no European ancestry. “On paper, my genealogy points to about 60% European ancestry. That’s clinically relevant. Still, day-to-day, they say ‘there goes a Black woman.'” This is indicative of a much larger problem – how we view race. Rhonda Rousey, Gibson explains, has an ancestor who was the first Black doctor in Oklahoma. That family passed into whiteness and, now, most will assume Rousey is a white woman. It just “shows you there’s nothing real about racial categories,” Gibson shares. 

Gibson has experienced this dismissal first-hand, from providers to researchers and beyond.

Gibson has Ankylosing Spondylitis (AS), a type of inflammatory arthritis focused primarily on the spine. Before the last few years, providers thought AS was especially rare to see outside of white cis men. There is a 9-year delay in diagnosis for women overall, per Dr. Young. When we add in a patient’s race as a factor, that delay gets even worse. Gibson has a whole network of patients whose providers did not believe Black women could get this condition. 

Many patients Gibson knows have gone decades without a proper diagnosis. In dermatology, providers get few if any examples of conditions on darker skin. Gibson knows too many patients who were told Black people don’t get psoriasis. Because of the delay in diagnosis, some of these patients waited decades to access treatments. To make matters worse, the idea that there are no Black patients with AS means there is no recruitment of Black people for studies and clinical trials. That then becomes a vicious cycle, perpetuating the idea that Black people do not get AS.

That denial extends into patient support spaces as well, a combination of perpetuating that cycle and white supremacy at work. Many people of color, but especially Black women, wind up being run out of these groups by a mixture of racism and white supremacy.

After years of sounding the alarm, providers are finally starting to research AS in Black women – with patients leading the charge. As of 2020, research has found that Black people have worse disease activity than their white counterparts. The Black community also deals with a larger number of additional health issues. In the end, that could explain part of why their disease activity is worse. That’s especially true when these health issues can be caused and influenced by systemic oppression and gatekeeping. Issues like a lack of access to care, distrust in the medical establishment, and even discrimination itself play big roles.

One example can be found in prostate cancer. Black men (and those of other genders who have a prostate) “are more likely to be diagnosed with prostate cancer and nearly 2.5 times more likely to die of the disease compared to non-Hispanic white men.” A 2019 study of more than 300,000 prostate cancer patients found that access to care and additional health issues played a major role in that statistic.

“The data show that black men don’t appear to intrinsically and biologically harbor more aggressive disease,” Spratt says. “They generally get fewer PSA screenings, are more likely to be diagnosed with later stage cancer, are less likely to have health insurance, have less access to high-quality care and other disparities that can be linked to a lower overall socioeconomic status.” (source)

The study suggested that these barriers were “likely rooted in complex socio-cultural inequities in the US.” We know from various other studies, too, that “Black people simply are not receiving the same quality of health care that their white counterparts receive.”

We know, too, that discrimination such as racism leads to inflammation in the body.

“If those genes remain active for an extended period of time, that can promote heart attacks, neurodegenerative diseases, and metastatic cancer,” says co-author Steve Cole of the University of California, Los Angeles… racism may account for as much as 50 percent of the heightened inflammation among African Americans, including those who were positive for HIV. (source)

Higher inflammation has been noted among other groups as well, such as those living in poverty. When we combine information and see how many Black people are also forced to live in poverty and facing other stressors, it’s easy to see why the idea of intersectionality is vital to these conversations.

How do we fix this?

White people often assume that representation among medical providers will fix the issue. “We’re not going to ‘Black doctor’ our way out of this,” Gibson says, and she’s right. That kind of thinking puts the responsibility back on underrepresented communities. Representation can’t fix this when systemic barriers exist, including lack of access to being underinsured to essentially healthcare deserts.

These barriers prevent many people from Black communities from even thinking about entering the field of medicine. We also know that police murder and imprison Black people – especially those who are disabled – at higher rates. Between that and the number of people forced to work multiple jobs due to economic racism and poverty, that leaves little time and energy for things like medical school. That doesn’t even count the costs!

The lack of representation in these spaces is purposeful. If you force people into a constant state of survival and gatekeep their access to help at every turn, you can keep power.

black chalkboard with white text: This is a deliberate act of white supremacy.

Some believe that inclusive resources, such as Black-focused dermatology textbooks, will fix this. When resources like these pop-up, their creators become the subject of news stories and interviews. That doesn’t always translate to impact, though. That awareness fades and folks go back to their everyday lives. Those same people ‘excited’ about these resources aren’t embarrassed or motivated enough to take real action, Gibson points out. Dr. Young encourages medical students and providers to think critically about previous findings. That includes everything they’ve been taught. Perhaps if more providers thought that way, they would have already examined claims like ‘Black women don’t get AS’ and found them inaccurate.

I grew up in a Mormon household. For those of you who don’t know, Mormons are a little obsessed with genealogy. I know a lot about my family history on my mom’s side, back into the 1500s. Along with that, I know a good bit about family health history. Many white people do not consider that to be something they’re lucky to access, but it is. Black people whose family members were stolen from their homes and enslaved do not have that information.  We have to see how slavery and racism have led to long-term health issues. Trauma can be passed down via genetics to future generations. We should be further along in acknowledging and dealing with this. Public health is only acknowledging it now, though.

With this in mind, I wonder how the continued harm that Gibson and her peers face will affect future generations?

Moving Forward

2020 saw a reinvigorated cry for change. Many who used to ignore or deny racism couldn’t any longer. Our national policies haven’t changed to meet where we are as a society, Gibson shares. This especially applies to the field of medicine. Back in March of this year, the Journal of the American Medical Association questioned if systemic racism even exists. Many institutions are only now starting to think about health equity work. This means they’re playing catch-up to not only learn the basics of equity but also terms that are new to them around race, ethnicity, gender, and more. On top of defensiveness, this also leads to a lot of mistakes. Those are bound to happen, sure, but it’s easy to see how people lose trust in these institutions – institutions that should know better by now.

“Perfection is a tool of white supremacy.” We know, logically, that perfection doesn’t exist. Once we see how “perfection” is used as a way to oppress, police, invalidate and justify violence against the vast majority of people, it’s even more important for us to defy standards of perfection. (source)

How do we move forward? Dr. Young believes we need better representation. That’s across the board, from textbooks to questions on board exams. “We need to move away from stereotypes and really represent the diversity of diseases,” she says. Dr. Young also believes she would have benefited from interacting with students earlier. She shares that patients “paint diseases in color that often medical school teaches in black and white.” Edwards agrees. They also suggest taking steps to be more inclusive, such as avoiding assuming pronouns.

Edwards would also love to see more non-gendered illustrations in textbooks. They shared that seeing variety in body shape is sorely needed. Improving these images can change how providers interact with a variety of people. ” I absolutely think our medical books should reflect our society,” they share.

Wanting more representation is great, but that would take time people here now may not have. As Gibson puts it, “If [the field of] medicine is such an important part of our society, why should I skulk around in the shadows?” 

Thinking back to trauma, Gibson wonders about “the long-term consequences of having to create this moment.” She adds, “We may have the highest understanding of disparities we’ve ever had.” While true, Gibson is also concerned it will get worse. “Right now, people are feeling something and will assume they did something with that.” None of this has translated to national policy, meaning the progress could disappear. If it does, Gibson wonders if things will be worse than before.

My Takeaways

Without working for better representation, there is no way for us to work towards a healthier future for every single one of us. The future of medicine – and the world – needs each of us to recognize the differences among us. We can celebrate some of these differences. Others we must work to correct, such as bigotry. Only then will we find our collective and mutual liberation.

a photo of audre lorde with her quote - “Without community, there is no liberation... but community must not mean a shedding of our differences, nor the pathetic pretense that these differences do not exist.”

 

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