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Gender COS

Have you ever wondered how researchers, providers, and patients figure out how to measure success?

In some organizations, this requires researching what’s already been pulled together, like conducting a review of published research and journal articles.

Even if they do that, some groups also come together to create what’s known as a Core Outcome Set or COS.

A group is working to come up with a COS for genital surgery. It is vital that transgender and gender diverse folks are a part of this research —otherwise, it won’t encompass the right outcomes.

Interested? You can participate if:

  • You are transgender and/or gender diverse and have undergone genital gender surgery at least 3 months ago & you can read and understand English, Spanish or Dutch AND you are of legal age to undergo genital gender surgery in country of received surgery
  • You are a surgeon specialized in genital gender surgery (plastic surgeons, general surgeons, urologists, gynecologists)
  • You are another type of professional in gender healthcare, related to gender surgery (such as psychologists, endocrinologists, physiotherapists, sexologists, physician assistants, nurses, psychiatrists)
  • OR/AND Authors who have published at least 5 articles on research into genital gender surgery and who have also worked in gender care.

Learn more here

Please note that I am not affiliated with this group. I’ve worked on several COS for other research groups, such as OMERACT, though. So, if you have questions about the general COS process, I’m happy to chat!

Photo used courtesy of Gender Spectrum

Experiences of Conversion Practice by Race, Ethnicity, and Gender

The following is a press release issued by The Pride Study on Wednesday, March 13, 2024:

Official Title

Inequities in Conversion Practice Exposure at the Intersection of Ethnoracial and Gender Identities

Community Title

Experiences of Conversion Practice by Race, Ethnicity, and Gender

What Did We Do?

Conversion practices refer to organized attempts to change the sexual orientation and/or gender identity of people who are LGBTQIA+. Some examples include religious rituals and therapy intended to cause a person to associate negative thoughts with being LGBTQIA+. We looked at experiences of conversion practice in The PRIDE Study’s Lifetime Health and Experiences Questionnaire from 2019-2021 among LGTBQIA+ people. We asked participants if they had any conversion practice experiences in their lifetime, the age when they first experienced conversion practice, and the age when they last experienced conversion practice. We then looked at how experiences of conversion practice differed by race, ethnicity, and gender.

What Was New, Innovative, or Notable? 

This is one of the first studies that looked at how experiences of conversion practice differ by race, ethnicity, and gender. We considered how different identities experience power and oppression and how this may have shaped the experiences of conversion practice for different LGBTQIA+ groups.

What Did We Learn? 

There were 9,274 LGBTQIA+ participants in the study. Of them, 5.7% of LGBTQIA+ participants reported any experiences with conversion practice in their life. On average, participants were 18 years old when they first experienced conversion practice and 21 years old when they last experienced it. This resulted in an average of 3 years between their first and last experience with conversion practice. A higher percentage of transgender and nonbinary participants reported conversion practice experiences, especially participants who are American Indian or Alaska Native and/or Middle Eastern or North African.

What Does This Mean for Our Communities? 

Systems of power and oppression may likely shape differences in conversion practice experiences across LGTBQIA+ groups. This may be important for creating federal and local policies that ban conversion practice to protect LGBTQIA+ groups and reduce the harmful effects of such practices, especially for communities who may be affected the most.

What’s Next? 

We plan to look at how different experiences of conversion practice affect mental health. This involves understanding how practices targeting sexual orientation, gender identity, or both can impact mental health differently for LGBTQIA+ individuals.

Citation

Tran NK, Lett E, Flentje A, Ingram S, Lubensky ME, Dastur Z, Obedin-Maliver J, Lunn MR. Inequities in Conversion Practice Exposure at the Intersection of Ethnoracial and Gender Identities. Am J Public Health. 2024, March 13; 114 (4): 424-434. doi: https://doi.org/10.2105/AJPH.2024.307580

The U.S. Trans Survey is now open! [closed]

The following is from an email sent out by the U.S. Trans Survey Team @ National Center for Transgender Equality yesterday (10-19):

take the us trans survey

We’re proud to announce that the U.S. Trans Survey is now open and ready for you to take! Whether you pledged to take the survey or not, you can take the survey today!!

As trans people, we know that we’ve accomplished incredible things together as a community. Join thousands of other people folks around the country in sharing your experience to create a clear picture of what it’s like to be trans in the United States.

If you are trans and plan to take the survey, here’s what you need to know:

  • The survey is open to people of all trans identities (binary and nonbinary), ages 16 and older, living in the United States and U.S. territories, regardless of citizenship status.
  • If you pledged to take the survey, you are not obligated to take the survey. Participation is voluntary. When you click on the link to start the survey, you will be asked to consent to take the survey.
  • The U.S. Trans Survey is an anonymous survey. Your response will be kept confidential and will not be used to identify you.
  • The time required to take the survey may vary, but make sure to set aside at least 60 minutes to take the survey.
  • The survey will be available in both English and Spanish.
  • Please let your trans friends and siblings know about the survey too!

The U.S. Trans Survey is being conducted by the National Center for Transgender Equality in partnership with the National Black Trans Advocacy Coalition, TransLatin@ Coalition, and National Queer Asian Pacific Islander Alliance.

If you have any questions, please reach out at ustranssurvey@transequality.org.

Again, thank you so much for being part of this important survey. We’re excited to see the results!

Click here to take the survey now!

With love and solidarity,

The U.S. Trans Survey Team

Top Surgery Almost Killed Me (and I wouldn’t change a thing)

Content note: surgery, death

top surgery almost killed me (and I wouldn't change a thing) - photo of a mast cell releasing histamine

If you follow my personal Twitter account, you know that I had masculinizing top surgery on July 6, 2021. While I’ve shared a good amount there about my journey, I have wanted to write up a more detailed post about this for a while. Mortality isn’t something that I have handled super well historically, though, so it’s taken longer for me to get here than I’d hoped.

Preparing for Surgery

MCAS

You may know that one of the conditions I deal with is called Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS). Mast cells, like the one in the photo above, are:

allergy cells responsible for immediate allergic reactions. They cause allergic symptoms by releasing products called “mediators” stored inside them or made by them. In allergic reactions, this release occurs when the allergy antibody IgE, which is present on the mast cell surfaces, binds to proteins that cause allergies, called allergens. This triggering is called activation, and the release of these mediators is called degranulation.

People can have too many mast cells or these cells can be wonky and release IgE when they shouldn’t. For those of us with MCAS, we get hit with symptoms (up to anaphylaxis) in response to exposure to everyday things that others aren’t allergic to.

MCAS symptoms usually include things like:

  • migraine, headache, brain fog, cognitive dysfunction
  • anxiety, panic attacks, depression, feeling dread, irritation, mood swings
  • abdominal cramps, nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, constipation, bloating, acid reflux, food moving too quickly through you (dumping syndrome)
  • high pulse/tachycardia, palpitations, high or low blood pressure, syncope (passing out, fainting) or nearly doing so, being lightheaded or dizzy
  • flushing (esp of the face, neck, chest), hives, itching
  • itchy nose, congestion, post-nasal drip
  • throat itching, swelling, hoarse voice, increased mucous production
  • wheezing, shortness of breath, chronic congestion, coughing, struggling to breathe deeply
  • stridor (a harsh vibrating sound when breathing that I liken to sounding like the thing from The Grudge)
  • blurry vision, eyes that struggle with being dry or red or watery or itchy
  • sensitivity to sounds, tinnitus
  • joint pain, chest pain, abdominal pain, deep bone pain
  • numb or tingly skin, persistent redness/white marks/welts after scratching the skin
  • fatigue, malaise
  • mouth burning, gum inflammation
  • struggling to control your body temperature (getting too hot or cold and being unable to cool down/warm up)
  • genital pain, swelling, pain when urinating (similar to a UTI), vaginal pain, discharge, having to pee often, uterine cramps, or bleeding

Other symptoms not related to an immediate MCAS attack include things like weight gain and retention (despite low-calorie intake and exercise), smelling things others can’t, and taking longer to heal wounds.

You can learn more about MCAS here.

 

My MCAS

I personally have reactions to things such as:

  • Cleaning chemicals, heavy fragrances
  • Red dye
  • Alcohol-based or fake sugars, such as aspartame
  • Stevia, ragweed
  • Tylenol, acetaminophen
  • Some forms of exercise
  • Skin friction or pressure
  • Bug bites
  • Stress, emotional distress
  • Changes in humidity, barometric pressure, temperature

I take medications like Singulair, Zyrtec, and Pepcid daily to help control my MCAS. If I have an MCAS event, it also tends to stir up both my asthma and migraines, too. I try really hard to avoid the triggers above. If I can’t, I have some other meds that I can use during an attack, including an epi-pen.

About a month prior to surgery, I met with my allergist. We talked over steps that I could take to mitigate the risks of an event during surgery. We decided on doubling a lot of the medications I’m on for a few weeks before and after. I went ahead and started on that the next day since we were about two weeks out.

During my pre-op appointment, I made sure to speak with my surgeon’s assistant again about the MCAS. I made sure they had the contact info for my allergist to confer with him if needed. Really, I did everything that I could to prepare for my MCAS possibly interacting with surgery. It was constantly on my mind, and I was so incredibly nervous. Even the other steps I needed to take prior to surgery felt weird to me.

 

Other Steps

I stocked up on the one brand of bandaids that I can use. Welly is, thankfully, available at Kroger, Target, and more. They’re also really cute!

We also stocked up on edibles. I just do not handle opiates well and didn’t want to take them after coming home.

My rheumatologist and I met. I had to stop my Kineret two weeks prior to surgery. I was supposed to hold off restarting until two weeks after. That wound up being longer due to healing time. We made sure that my rheumy and surgeon connected, too.

 

The Few Days Before

My partner drove from Ohio to Wisconsin, surprising me by showing up a day early at my door. I was able to take them to some of my favorite places around Madison. We also got to meet up with their aunt a few times. I absolutely adore her, so it really helped.

The day before surgery, friends that I hadn’t really seen during most of the pandemic came over. My friend Halley organized a meal train for me, too, meaning we didn’t have to worry about dinners. It was so nice to be able to see everyone, especially since I love being that person to friend-matchmake.

 

Pre-Surgery

I think the thing that made me the most nervous was getting ready that morning. The drive to the hospital felt so odd, and I was so very nervous.

Those nerves were calmed when the anesthesiologist scheduled to do my surgery came in. He asked me about MCAS and what my symptoms were. To my surprise, he knew about it! (That’s pretty rare, sadly.) He had been doing surgery on a patient years ago who had an MCAS reaction. Because of that, he dove in to learn everything he could about it. Now, he’s something of an expert on it in the anesthesiology world, even presenting on it at conferences. We talked through the steps he thought would be best: starting my IV and administering steroids beforehand and then completing two nebulizer treatments.

While I was still understandably nervous, I felt so relieved to have someone who got it setting up the plan. This anesthesiologist got pulled into another surgery but briefed the one who took his spot on MCAS as well as what to do.

I honestly think he saved my life by doing so.

 

In The OR

After saying goodbye to my partner, I was wheeled back to the operating room. As we got back there and I was transferred to the bed I’d be on for surgery, a nurse was holding my hand and telling me that I would be okay. The anesthesiologist asked me what I liked to do for fun. When I said hiking, he began to paint a beautiful picture for me.

“Imagine you’ve been hiking for a little bit. You’ve been in tree cover for a while, but you start to see a clearing ahead of you. Your feet get touched by the sun. As you move into the clearing, you feel the sun’s glow move further up your legs…”

And then I was out.

 

Post-Surgery

The next thing I hear is the voice of someone new. He’s on the phone, telling the person on the other end that someone who just finished surgery has to stay overnight. The patient had a reaction that included mast cell degranulation, bronchospasm, and desaturation along with a systolic blood pressure number over 250.

“Fuck,” my inner voice said. I immediately knew he was talking about me.

About to pass out again, I opened my eyes for two seconds to look down at my chest. “If I had this reaction,” I thought, “and they didn’t even chop off these titties, I’m asking for a refund on my mast cells.”

Thankfully, I saw a flat chest wrapped in a post-operative binder.

undergown photo of a flat chest in a post op binder

 

Wait, What Does That All Mean?

Intubation is the process where OR staff insert a tube into the throat to help someone breathe during surgery. As they began to do this, my mast cells began having a reaction to general anesthesia (GA).

Mast cell degranulating
Holdsworth SR, Summers SA. Role of mast cells in progressive renal diseases. J Am Soc Nephrol. 2008;19(12):2254-2261. doi:10.1681/ASN.2008010015

To make a long story short, my mast cells saw GA as a threat and began to overreact. This means that they began to release the various chemicals above into the body. Because of this degranulation, I began to have an asthma attack at a pretty inopportune time. The amount of oxygen in my blood dropped significantly, which is called desaturation.

a chart explaining systolic and diastolic blood pressure
From VeryWell

My systolic blood pressure began to climb into the 260s. That means that I was sent into a hypertensive crisis. These kinds of events can easily lead to heart attack, stroke, organ damage, and more. I want to note that I normally do not have issues with high blood pressure. In fact, with POTS I usually have a lower blood pressure than I should. Mast cell activation, though, can cause these reactions when it occurs in POTS patients especially.

It’s also fun to point out the flood of interleukin 1 into my body. When I’m on Kineret, I don’t experience as much additional swelling as that medication blocks interleukin 1 from binding with IL-1 receptors. When I haven’t been on it for two weeks, though, it can’t do that. More swelling generally means a longer recovery time.

 

Oh

Yeah, this was not awesome.

I woke up here and there a few times in the recovery area before I got taken up to a room. In fact, I was about to pass out again before we got going. The person tending to me, though, pointed out that my partner was on the other side of the door. I managed to make myself stay awake and got to see them as the doors opened.

I don’t know that I’ve ever been so relieved.

a photo of me in a hospital bed with writing on it that says "i lived bitch"
My partner is so creative

My overnight stay in the hospital went mostly fine. The pharmacist on staff was upset I brought my meds in an organizer instead of their bottles. The hospital also wouldn’t let my partner stay with me overnight. While it sucked, I’m also really glad they were able to go get a good night’s sleep in a real bed.

July 7 top off

Those yellow knobs over my nipples above stayed on for about a week. They help protect the nipnop and encourage grafting, since my nipnop had to be resized.

The next morning, my surgeon came in to talk about what happened. She warned me against having another surgery, especially because those reactions often increase with exposure. As much as that sucks, I’m also more than fine never electing to do that again.

 

Healing

The next few days are a blur of trying to watch YouTube videos or shows with my partner but falling asleep instead. I think it only happened twice where I thought I was okay to wait to take an edible, only to learn I was wrong. It’s not a mistake I like to make.

Friends bringing over dinner and having leftovers during this time were so incredibly helpful. Halley even learned how to help with drains so that she could assist here and there once my partner had to leave. Having my partner around helped so much. Their mom even texted me T-rex pictures to remind me to not push myself.

I’m really so lucky to have amazing people in my life.

Healing took longer than anticipated. The drains sucked so much, especially once the holes around them started to close. We had to measure their output every morning and night.

the bulb of the drain filled with grossness

Once I wasn’t gooping out as much gross goo or blood clots, I was able to get them taken out. That made a huge difference in my pain levels.

mirror selfie august 2 2021 post shower

By August 2, most of the post-op tape had come off. I was able to start wearing real shirts again, too!

Aug 4 mirror selfie in a henley

I wasn’t able to before due to limitations in arm movement. Part of masculinizing top surgery often includes some liposuction up into the arms to eliminate that extra chub we have when wearing bras. Between that and my actual chest needing to heal, I was restricted in movement for about a month.

By the time I was driving to move to Ohio in mid-August, I even drove a little with my shirt off!

aug 15 driving shirtless

I still do get some zapping sensations from the nerves reconnecting. It’s uncomfortable, but not always painful exactly.

The Fascia Release for Top Surgery course that Brooklyn Strength does has been amazingly helpful to work on scar tissue. Between that and moisturizing with aloe spray, my chest looks pretty dang good today.

Dec 3 chest shot

I’m incredibly happy with my chest. Between that and my testosterone levels, I’m beginning to really and truly see myself. I like my body and my personality, something I don’t know that I could have ever said before.

While I wish that I didn’t have to deal with facing my mortality, I think this all helped me process a lot around my fear of death. That’s something that I’m still unpacking, to be honest. I probably will be for a long time. I know how to deal with uncertainty and grey areas now on top of how to actually rest. That will always feel weird to me, I think.

My sister told me that I was more ‘me’ after I started testosterone. All I can think about is how much more ‘me’ I am now with this flat chest, living in Ohio after moving for love.

 

Things I Found Helpful

Representation in Medical Education Needs to Enter the 21st Century

The following is a piece I wrote for a website that wound up falling through.  This is an important topic and needs to be both brought up and discussed, so I’m sharing it here. Note: a lot of cisgender-focused research is linked due to the availability.

a skeleton in black and white puts a hand over its mouth - black text: Representation in Medical Education Needs to Enter the 21st Century

The last several years have brought about more awareness of discrimination. From race to immigration status to gender, ignorant folks are waking up to reality. One area that continues to be an issue, though, is healthcare.

Authors have released books within the last few years highlighting discrimination in healthcare. Michelle Lent Hirsch documents these issues extensively in her book Invisible. Medical professionals are more likely to dismiss or downplay cisgender women’s health issues. That’s also true of those within the trans community and people of color. Providers assume physical issues are emotional or mental as opposed to investigating them. On top of these, providers will dismiss pain caused by other health issues, weight, or gender. It happens so often that there are names for these occasions, such as Trans Broken Arm Syndrome. These patients are less likely to have pain taken seriously, especially if Black and – god forbid – a Black woman.

Why is that?

The American Education Research Association journal explored gender biases. The 2018 study they published investigated students studying medicine. The authors found that men are depicted most often. Their prevalence in these textbooks actually had “a significant impact on the implicit gender attitudes” of the students. As a result, those studied associated cis women with stereotypical areas such as reproductive health instead of spaces like surgery, eye care, etc.

Implicit biases are subconscious beliefs we hold that are discriminatory. You can learn more about that below:

Dr. Kristen Young, DO, MeD, reflected on her education. “The way we learn medicine in medical school,” Young shares, “is very much rote memorization.” Educators give very little background or context for the information they present. Dr. Young says that context comes as students progress in medicine. Still, Dr. Young acknowledges that this focus on memorization “can be hard to shake.” So many students are busy trying to learn and memorize medical content. With the lack of education around oppression in most places, context can be harder to see. These students may not have the information to question the origins of information. That causes harm when these origins include a lack of diversityexperimentation, and literal torture.

It is vital to have that historical knowledge. As someone working in public health, that background helps me understand why patients may not trust medicine or doctors. I can then craft education to meet them where they are. For providers, that background helps them be mindful of the ways white supremacy moves through them.

Without that information, it can also mean we don’t recognize our roles – individual or systemic – or how we can address issues to push for health equity. We are not outside of the systems of inequity, but complicit.

Gender

Heather Edwards, PT, CSC, is a pelvic physical therapist and AASECT sex counselor. Treatments in the field of pelvic floor therapy focus on cis women, alienating cis men and those under the transgender umbrella. Pelvic floor issues affect anyone and everyone, though. This lack of inclusion causes men and trans folks harm. Edwards shares that some “who offer ‘women’s health’ services will also acknowledge that they also treat men and…are ‘trans-inclusive.’” Often, though, that’s shared with other providers and not patients or the general public. Other times, that’s lip service and not something these individuals strive to work toward.

Providers hold workshops based on genitalia, claiming they are inclusive of trans people. They don’t share who all is welcome in that space in descriptions of their offerings. They also don’t list what attendees should expect. It often winds up being exclusive by omission. The fear of encountering misgendering or even physical violence is real. That goes double for spaces people see as ‘women only.’ Edwards suggests providers hosting workshops or giving talks be transparent about their offerings. Educators and providers should be precise about what people can expect. That includes what language educators may use, group work, and more. Doing so gives people the ability to make a decision based on informed consent.

Edwards shares that schooling providers go through doesn’t match society. Schools teach students to “treat bodies through a biomedical model.” We know gender is a societal construct rooted in oppression and white supremacy. We know the disability community hates this model as well. Perhaps it’s time to stop using it altogether?

“It’s not our job to link genitals and gender,” Edwards says. Medical schools do not offer much LGBTQ+ education, though. As recently as 2003, medical schools in North America offered 6-10 hours on topics related to sex for general providers. Most of that focused on dysfunction or fertility, not cultural competency. If we don’t address biases or educate providers about groups they may not have encountered before, we make space for providers to bring their longstanding biases with them into the clinic.

Weight

Patients who are heavier often face discrimination within healthcare as well. There can be a lot of trauma, shame, and stigma around weight. Factors can include societal pressure, self-esteem, and the idea of ‘health’ looking a certain way. These external negative attitudes also lead to providers blaming patients’ weight or refusing to prescribe treatments for very real health conditions. People constantly die or lose organs because of the lack of care. That stigma isn’t helped by a lack of compassion in conversations providers have with patients. In fact, that harshness can lead to increased weight. Notably missing are ways to discuss weight that are culturally competent and compassionate.

I wish that were the end of the issue. Reproductive healthcare items like birth control patches, Plan B, and even pregnancy tests themselves were not tested on or calibrated for fat bodies.

The links Nicola shares above:

If patients allow providers to measure weight, those within healthcare need to be aware that this isn’t an indicator of health. It’s also not the best tool for all people. Usually, when pulling a weight, clinics will calculate a body mass index (or BMI). This tool was developed and tested on white cisgender men. It has not been updated in most cases to fit the needs of those among communities made up of additional races, ethnicities, genders, sexes, and more.

Sex educator Emily Nagoski has also highlighted the sexism inherent in anti-fat attitudes. This is true in greater society as well as in healthcare. That combines with issues such as racism, anti-LGBTQ+ attitudes, or otherwise relying on the ideals of white supremacy. As already highlighted, it is vital to keep these issues in mind. It’s much harder to ignore the ways inequity operates within public health and medicine if you’re conscious of situations such as this. Only after acknowledging a problem exists can we deal with it. Then, providers can work to rebuild trust within communities harmed by exclusion and oppression.

a photo of James Baldwin laughing next to a quote of his - “Not everything that is faced can be changed, but nothing can be changed until it is faced.”

Race

When medical illustrations show cis women, they are generally “white, slim, and young.” The lack of diversity in medical images causes harm to patients in a way we will never fully grasp. Dawn Gibson, a long-time activist, knows this all too well. The Director of The Community Leadership Council at The National Pain Advocacy Center, Gibson has worked internationally to help others gain access to decent healthcare. In that time, she has met many patients whose health conditions have been dismissed or denied by providers. There are many factors, including unfamiliarity with these conditions, insurance, and outright bias.

Providers will also dismiss possible diagnoses by assuming a Black person like Gibson has no European ancestry. “On paper, my genealogy points to about 60% European ancestry. That’s clinically relevant. Still, day-to-day, they say ‘there goes a Black woman.'” This is indicative of a much larger problem – how we view race. Rhonda Rousey, Gibson explains, has an ancestor who was the first Black doctor in Oklahoma. That family passed into whiteness and, now, most will assume Rousey is a white woman. It just “shows you there’s nothing real about racial categories,” Gibson shares. 

Gibson has experienced this dismissal first-hand, from providers to researchers and beyond.

Gibson has Ankylosing Spondylitis (AS), a type of inflammatory arthritis focused primarily on the spine. Before the last few years, providers thought AS was especially rare to see outside of white cis men. There is a 9-year delay in diagnosis for women overall, per Dr. Young. When we add in a patient’s race as a factor, that delay gets even worse. Gibson has a whole network of patients whose providers did not believe Black women could get this condition. 

Many patients Gibson knows have gone decades without a proper diagnosis. In dermatology, providers get few if any examples of conditions on darker skin. Gibson knows too many patients who were told Black people don’t get psoriasis. Because of the delay in diagnosis, some of these patients waited decades to access treatments. To make matters worse, the idea that there are no Black patients with AS means there is no recruitment of Black people for studies and clinical trials. That then becomes a vicious cycle, perpetuating the idea that Black people do not get AS.

That denial extends into patient support spaces as well, a combination of perpetuating that cycle and white supremacy at work. Many people of color, but especially Black women, wind up being run out of these groups by a mixture of racism and white supremacy.

After years of sounding the alarm, providers are finally starting to research AS in Black women – with patients leading the charge. As of 2020, research has found that Black people have worse disease activity than their white counterparts. The Black community also deals with a larger number of additional health issues. In the end, that could explain part of why their disease activity is worse. That’s especially true when these health issues can be caused and influenced by systemic oppression and gatekeeping. Issues like a lack of access to care, distrust in the medical establishment, and even discrimination itself play big roles.

One example can be found in prostate cancer. Black men (and those of other genders who have a prostate) “are more likely to be diagnosed with prostate cancer and nearly 2.5 times more likely to die of the disease compared to non-Hispanic white men.” A 2019 study of more than 300,000 prostate cancer patients found that access to care and additional health issues played a major role in that statistic.

“The data show that black men don’t appear to intrinsically and biologically harbor more aggressive disease,” Spratt says. “They generally get fewer PSA screenings, are more likely to be diagnosed with later stage cancer, are less likely to have health insurance, have less access to high-quality care and other disparities that can be linked to a lower overall socioeconomic status.” (source)

The study suggested that these barriers were “likely rooted in complex socio-cultural inequities in the US.” We know from various other studies, too, that “Black people simply are not receiving the same quality of health care that their white counterparts receive.”

We know, too, that discrimination such as racism leads to inflammation in the body.

“If those genes remain active for an extended period of time, that can promote heart attacks, neurodegenerative diseases, and metastatic cancer,” says co-author Steve Cole of the University of California, Los Angeles… racism may account for as much as 50 percent of the heightened inflammation among African Americans, including those who were positive for HIV. (source)

Higher inflammation has been noted among other groups as well, such as those living in poverty. When we combine information and see how many Black people are also forced to live in poverty and facing other stressors, it’s easy to see why the idea of intersectionality is vital to these conversations.

How do we fix this?

White people often assume that representation among medical providers will fix the issue. “We’re not going to ‘Black doctor’ our way out of this,” Gibson says, and she’s right. That kind of thinking puts the responsibility back on underrepresented communities. Representation can’t fix this when systemic barriers exist, including lack of access to being underinsured to essentially healthcare deserts.

These barriers prevent many people from Black communities from even thinking about entering the field of medicine. We also know that police murder and imprison Black people – especially those who are disabled – at higher rates. Between that and the number of people forced to work multiple jobs due to economic racism and poverty, that leaves little time and energy for things like medical school. That doesn’t even count the costs!

The lack of representation in these spaces is purposeful. If you force people into a constant state of survival and gatekeep their access to help at every turn, you can keep power.

black chalkboard with white text: This is a deliberate act of white supremacy.

Some believe that inclusive resources, such as Black-focused dermatology textbooks, will fix this. When resources like these pop-up, their creators become the subject of news stories and interviews. That doesn’t always translate to impact, though. That awareness fades and folks go back to their everyday lives. Those same people ‘excited’ about these resources aren’t embarrassed or motivated enough to take real action, Gibson points out. Dr. Young encourages medical students and providers to think critically about previous findings. That includes everything they’ve been taught. Perhaps if more providers thought that way, they would have already examined claims like ‘Black women don’t get AS’ and found them inaccurate.

I grew up in a Mormon household. For those of you who don’t know, Mormons are a little obsessed with genealogy. I know a lot about my family history on my mom’s side, back into the 1500s. Along with that, I know a good bit about family health history. Many white people do not consider that to be something they’re lucky to access, but it is. Black people whose family members were stolen from their homes and enslaved do not have that information.  We have to see how slavery and racism have led to long-term health issues. Trauma can be passed down via genetics to future generations. We should be further along in acknowledging and dealing with this. Public health is only acknowledging it now, though.

With this in mind, I wonder how the continued harm that Gibson and her peers face will affect future generations?

Moving Forward

2020 saw a reinvigorated cry for change. Many who used to ignore or deny racism couldn’t any longer. Our national policies haven’t changed to meet where we are as a society, Gibson shares. This especially applies to the field of medicine. Back in March of this year, the Journal of the American Medical Association questioned if systemic racism even exists. Many institutions are only now starting to think about health equity work. This means they’re playing catch-up to not only learn the basics of equity but also terms that are new to them around race, ethnicity, gender, and more. On top of defensiveness, this also leads to a lot of mistakes. Those are bound to happen, sure, but it’s easy to see how people lose trust in these institutions – institutions that should know better by now.

“Perfection is a tool of white supremacy.” We know, logically, that perfection doesn’t exist. Once we see how “perfection” is used as a way to oppress, police, invalidate and justify violence against the vast majority of people, it’s even more important for us to defy standards of perfection. (source)

How do we move forward? Dr. Young believes we need better representation. That’s across the board, from textbooks to questions on board exams. “We need to move away from stereotypes and really represent the diversity of diseases,” she says. Dr. Young also believes she would have benefited from interacting with students earlier. She shares that patients “paint diseases in color that often medical school teaches in black and white.” Edwards agrees. They also suggest taking steps to be more inclusive, such as avoiding assuming pronouns.

Edwards would also love to see more non-gendered illustrations in textbooks. They shared that seeing variety in body shape is sorely needed. Improving these images can change how providers interact with a variety of people. ” I absolutely think our medical books should reflect our society,” they share.

Wanting more representation is great, but that would take time people here now may not have. As Gibson puts it, “If [the field of] medicine is such an important part of our society, why should I skulk around in the shadows?” 

Thinking back to trauma, Gibson wonders about “the long-term consequences of having to create this moment.” She adds, “We may have the highest understanding of disparities we’ve ever had.” While true, Gibson is also concerned it will get worse. “Right now, people are feeling something and will assume they did something with that.” None of this has translated to national policy, meaning the progress could disappear. If it does, Gibson wonders if things will be worse than before.

My Takeaways

Without working for better representation, there is no way for us to work towards a healthier future for every single one of us. The future of medicine – and the world – needs each of us to recognize the differences among us. We can celebrate some of these differences. Others we must work to correct, such as bigotry. Only then will we find our collective and mutual liberation.

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Ways You Can Help Trans, Non-binary, and GNC People

Updated on Oct 30, 2018

Content note: this post contains anti-trans sentiments, fucking cishet patriarchy bullshit, food, suicide/crisis hotline & violence mentions. If you need help, you can call 877-565-8860 (US), 877-330-6366 (Canada), or find resources in your country here. Unless I know someone’s pronouns, I use ‘they’ to be most neutral.

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I’ve been meaning to write this post for a few days. Honestly, I couldn’t bring myself to sit down and really work on it, though.

There are over a million and a half (roughly) trans, non-binary, or gender non-conforming people in the United States. Unfortunately, we’re far from tolerated – people want us dead. This is not embellishment by any means. We’re very rightly afraid for our lives and well-being.

Along with removing trans people from the health department site, the Department of Justice has told the Supreme Court that discriminating against trans people in the workplace doesn’t violate federal law. And, now, this administration is trying to strong-arm the United Nations to change ‘gender-based violence’ to ‘violence against women,’ effectively eliminating protections for us around the world.

We have very few rights around the world as it is, and it’s terrifying to see people willing to roll them back. You can’t say you’re doing things to protect the country while attacking literally everyone who isn’t a allocishet dyadic abled rich while man.

I know that people are wondering what we can do in the face of this stuff. Well, like I did last year for natural disasters, I did what I do best – pulled together ways you can help. I hope to keep this post updated for the foreseeable future while we’re facing terrifying odds, and will add a note at the top with when I’ve last updated.

 

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VOTE

I know not everyone is able to vote. I won’t shame y’all for that, but apathy? That won’t do. Until the purge starts (which is a terrifying thought), the most power we have is through exercising our rights to vote, protect, and speak up. Please do so.

There are a record number of trans and queer candidates this year. Take a minute and seee if any trans candidates are up for election in your neck of the woods.

Contact Your Reps

A super easy way to do this is through ResistBot. All you have to do is text RESIST to 50409 – or send it to them via Facebook Messenger – and they’ll help you contact your local and national officials. What I really like about this is that it makes it easy to keep in touch with officials. They’ll also text you to remind you to speak up, and that’s pretty great for us brain fog peeps.

Of course, if you can visit or call on your own, that’s awesome, too! You can double check who you’re represented by here.

As a quick heads up, email isn’t as effective even though it’s easy. That’s why I like ResistBot and how they turn your text into calls or faxes.

Whatever way works best, just make sure to do it.

Educate Yourself

There are a lot of people who would like to be better allies to the trans/GNC community. The best way to do that is either to ask one of us open to sharing information with you or educate yourself. It shouldn’t always be on a marginalized group to educate privileged people about their oppression, especially when there are so many resources out there if you search correctly or find the right kinds of sites to learn from.

GLAAD has a great primer on how to be a better ally. I’ve got a post about genders you should check out, too.

Other sites that have great pieces:

Educate Others

After you’ve learned about trans issues, take steps to correct misconceptions. Take a stand because, unless people learn, we can’t move forward. When you hear transphobic/misic remarks, spend time to share the true with people.

Sometimes, that means speaking up in public. Other times, that might mean being the uncomfortable voice of truth at Thanksgiving. Honestly, it’s the best way to feel like you’ve earned pie!

Speak Out

Come with us to rallies and protests. Go with us when it’s dangerous. Check in on us.

Use any privileges you have – especially if you’re cis – to tell people about how gender isn’t a binary, immigrants aren’t evil, and more.

Standby

When we’re able to formally comment against the legislation, we’ll need allies to help make an impact. You can follow the Transgender Law Center for more information on Facebook, Twitter, or through their site or email list.

Volunteer

You can find spaces near you to volunteer, thanks to The Trevor Project.

 

 

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Please Don’t Call Me Girlfriend: Treat Your GNC Pals With Care

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Whenever someone calls me a ‘sister’ or ‘girlfriend,’ I die a little more inside.

In late 2016, I came out as genderfluid. Since then, I’ve struggled a lot with my identity. One of the most difficult things is dealing with how others see and address me.

Most people I knew before coming out still see me as a woman, regardless of coming out to them. People who say they support my decision to come out or praise me for being ‘brave’ still use gendered terms towards me. I don’t correct people because I know that it’s an adjustment. It hurts, though.

It’s even a part of why I haven’t switched to pronouns other than she/her. I know too many people won’t get it – even other sex educators – and I’ll have to deal with stroking people’s egos while ignoring my own open wounds.

The oddest experiences are the ones where people will address me and a group of cisgender gals. The person might backtrack but, when they do, it’s always with a humorous tone like: “Oh wait, does that not apply to you now?” This hurts even worse.

If you’re serious about asking those questions, you don’t do it with humor in your voice. You apologize once, ask seriously, and keep it in mind for the future. You don’t give ten minute long explanations that require the misgendered person to soothe your feelings, centering yourself instead of them.

There are people that can use gendered terms towards me without it being as uncomfortable. Generally, though, that’s my family – T, my sister, my niblings, my closest friends, etc. It’s funny, though, because my closest friends are mostly gender-nonconforming, too. My sister and I have always used male and female terms towards each other. Since we were little, we called each other dude, bitch, and more. Plus, she’s asked if those things bother me. She cares if they do.

It doesn’t seem like many others do. And that’s why this hurts so much.

This article from The Body Is Not An Apology says it best:

“When you misgender me, you tell me many things. You tell me that you know who I am better than I know myself. You tell me you are not safe or trustworthy. You tell me you have scrutinized my physical appearance, made invasive extrapolations, and sorted me without my consent into a category based on your conclusions.”

(I highly suggest reading that full article. It talks about the fear about correcting misgendering comments and more.)

Please don’t call me sister or girlfriend or whatnot. If you’re not sure about using a phrase towards me, ask me. If you mess up, apologize and make a note of it for the future.

Further reading on misgendering